I've just begun my "scholastic" path in the Correllian Tradition. I've been familiar with the concept of "Karma" for most of my life, as most people; however, I've recently had an experience that makes me question whether my actions were a result of someone else's karma or whether my actions were the beginning of my own that will eventually manifest itself in the "laws of three" in order to teach me a lesson.
I'll be as brief as possible: I recently ended my relationship with my best friend of 33 years due to her alcoholism. Although for approximately 10+ years I've been trying my best to help her in so many different ways, I've ultimately chosen to end this friendship. I'm torn. Is this her karma that she had a friend ending a 33 year relationship or is this the beginning of mine? I feel guilty for doing this and at the same time I feel so relieved to be rid of a toxic part of my life.
Of course, I could go into more detail, but I prefer not to. I'm just looking for guidance in my very beginnings of my spiritual path. The beginning including ending this type of relationship.
ANY input is greatly appreciated.
Peace and light to you ~ Rain Maiden